Living the Lie

This is a poem I wrote in my Micro Processor Lab as I was bored and it kinda fit seemingly on a friend of mine. Thought I'd share:- For her and you.

Living The Lie

Loving you hurts,

it was a mistake I know,

for what it was worth,

I don't know how to show,

Even when I fell hard,

my heart was broken.

Even then my head was barred, 

from hating you.

How stupid I am,

Living in the fantasy world,

even when I know,

you are no longer here,

You never were,

You never will,

You never can be....

So, I am living the lie,

Living the lie,

of 'No Broken Dreams'

So, I am living the lie,

Living the lie,

of Happy Dreams.

I know it hurts,

but of what is was worth,

I can not live in reality.

I am denying,

of all the times,

when I have cried,

till I fell asleep.

So, I am living the lie,

Living the lie till I no longer weep,

So I am living the lie,

Living the lie

till I am ready to move on.

You are no more here,

yet in my head,

there's a memory fair,

of all the times,

of fairy tales,

I know we are done,

what is left is NULL.

But still I chase you,

like my only dream.

So, I am living the lie,

Living it till

I am no longer weak.

So, I am living the lie

Living it till

I die.

Hope it helps the onez who are in pain because of the breakups...Time to live the lie!