Bitter Truth
This post is about how I feel and the 'need to do' thing. If any one of you feel the same way like I do. Let's do the 'moving on' thing together. Do, what I am doing.
Harsh Reality: To finally realize that true love exists only in fictional novels.
It hurts like a b*tch but it's the truth. The truth that I felt the need to defy but cannot anymore. Why can't I be done with it? Why can't I just end it? I need to make myself feel occupied. I need to make certain things in my life to go away.
Yet, the hope that maybe I am an exception, keeps me hanging on the rope. Stops me every single time, from letting go. Even though I know it's stupid, yet all I can do is hope. Even when I try and decide I won't hope: I still do.
I can't help but think of possibilities of finding my one true love. Of the hope that what my life will be if he's not in it or in it. What if I lose the only chance which I could have had, if only I had tried harder.
But, I know now, that it's a futile effort. So, instead of waiting, I am gonna start doing my own stuff, coz I have wasted enough time in waiting. I want you to stop waiting too. Let's try leaving it to the fate. If he/she is in our fate, he/she'll find a way and we'll meet him, come what may. Otherwise, we'll at least have some achievements to brag about.
I had to put this in writing in order to set the wheels in motion. The wheels that will lead me to happiness.
So, guys.....I wish you luck and you wish me luck!!!
Harsh Reality: To finally realize that true love exists only in fictional novels.
It hurts like a b*tch but it's the truth. The truth that I felt the need to defy but cannot anymore. Why can't I be done with it? Why can't I just end it? I need to make myself feel occupied. I need to make certain things in my life to go away.
Yet, the hope that maybe I am an exception, keeps me hanging on the rope. Stops me every single time, from letting go. Even though I know it's stupid, yet all I can do is hope. Even when I try and decide I won't hope: I still do.
I can't help but think of possibilities of finding my one true love. Of the hope that what my life will be if he's not in it or in it. What if I lose the only chance which I could have had, if only I had tried harder.
But, I know now, that it's a futile effort. So, instead of waiting, I am gonna start doing my own stuff, coz I have wasted enough time in waiting. I want you to stop waiting too. Let's try leaving it to the fate. If he/she is in our fate, he/she'll find a way and we'll meet him, come what may. Otherwise, we'll at least have some achievements to brag about.
I had to put this in writing in order to set the wheels in motion. The wheels that will lead me to happiness.
So, guys.....I wish you luck and you wish me luck!!!
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