God is evil when it comes to unrequited love

Seriously! It's the story of my life. I have been in love with this guy since I have known love. But he has a girlfriend and well, he and I have different worlds to deal with. So, why God is evil? Because every time I decide to move past him, I get thrown back to square one.
Right now I am in college, doing my post graduation degree. I started liking this guy in my college and see that's where the story begins..late night conversations and meeting here and there, using lame excuses for it and well, stuff. The same 'old school' love. Things are going stupendous when suddenly my love...whom I thought has either died or has had a memory loss which deleted all my memories from his existence...he'll message me 'hi!'  
Everything down the drain. The other guy is outta the window and is thrown in the friend-zone since we weren't committed, right?  It was just friends talking and we actually had some work that's why we met, right?
Has this ever happened with you? Or is it just 'weird' me?
Anyways, as soon as I friend- one the guy, I get forgotten again by the other guy. Why God is so freaking cruel? What have I done that I suffer this bad? 
The worst part is the amazing timing at which it happens..it's almost movie-ish.
If you are thinking 'She's an idiot' lemme tell you one thing, You are right! But I can't help it. I guess that's why God plays such devious tricks man! 
I mean once it actually was damn cruel. I was almost in a relationship with this guy, let's call him Damon. We were super close, had loads of fun together and all. My love, lets call him Edward. He messages me up 'Hi where have you been? You have forgotten me or what?' and we begin chatting. Same day later in the evening, I get proposed by Damon. Guess what I did? Yeah! Nicely put him down coz I had hopes of my future with Edward.
I am telling you all, it's God's trick to keep me single, waiting and in misery. I mean why can't God lemme be me? Why can't I get the guy of my life? The worst part is everyone around me is in a freaking perfect relationship.....I mean that's statistically not possible!!
I hate it. God, please find me my guy or stop being so devious. Either take Edward out of my life forever, or bring him in permanently. This hither tither is so not my way. M just tired of this stupidity. My stupidity.

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  1. Unknown11 October 2013 at 22:45

    Hi AV, you write really well. Even I've set up my lifestyle blog recently. Got your link from Sunakshi

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    1. Apps14 October 2013 at 04:47

      Thanks dear.
      If you have any problems, lemme know...I'll solve it in my blog posts....
      and you can share your blog links over here with me.

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